[lizbeth4]

Thanks Kpat for your post! I live only 6 blocks from my Mother, my choice. I talked to a really good friend this afternoon. She told me to keep my distance also. I need to take care of me! I hope that it isn’t forever with my Mom. She holds grudges and never lets go of them. I think that I have just been so immersed in her life and it’s time to step back and think about my life. I don’t deserve the hatefulness she gives to me! I know it’s not going to change. I think that I am putting the guilt on myself. I am thinking things through and dealing. Sometimes it takes me awhile to sort things out. It is going to be alright.