Thanks Kpat for your post. I am going to a new church this Sunday! I’m hoping to connect with other people. I truly believe that is what I need in my life. I have lost my joy. My Grandson doesn’t have to have a pin put in his right wrist. Yah! He is now in full arm casts for 3 weeks. My Mother and I haven’t had any communication since Monday. I have decided that I will see her twice a week when we start talking again. Nothing ever gets resolved and it always ends with her unleashing her anger towards me. I can only take so much. I am far from perfect but I try to do the right things in life. I feel like I have set up myself as a punching bag. A lot of things have happened because I allowed them to. I am taking a step back from my Daughter and Mother and rethinking what kind of relationships I want with them. It’s rough when you don’t have any support from your family. I could sit and cry and feel sorry for myself but I refuse to! I hurt myself with gambling! That is going to stop! I’ve caused enough damage the last 2 times I gambled that I now have very little left after monthly expenses. Very dumb move. I will work through this and come out the better.
