Hi both,
Kin, thank you for your post. As you say many times, we are broken vessels, something I have just said to my son who sent me a text at 2.20am saying help me. I really believe that and that we can redeemed through the grace of the lord.
Idi, of course it wasn’t annoying.
Was grateful to have a phone interview today because of the dreadful weather. It went ok.
Went out for a short while for a walk,but it is so bitterly cold that I hurriedly came back. Waited for my gma counselling session before going to sleep. The session was helpful, the focus was very much on the same as the previous week.
Back to the text, my son ended his,relationship with his girlfriend and was self medicating with alcohol, cocaine and Xanax. In his heart he loves her but his head says it is wrong for him. I understand this dilemma all too well, I felt,that way about Pete in the past, where there is a deep connection between two people that is hard to understand and feeling bereft when it isn’t there, but the head says it is wrong, I was very concerned that he had not taken too much and he said that he was ok, it was an attempt,to self medicate his pain and not end it.
I asked him to call me in the morning that he was Ok and that he was very precious to me.