[lizbeth4]

I gambled! It is what it is! I’ve set back my recovery and financial progress. I’m mad at myself!!! This addiction does suck! Yesterday, I cleaned out my closet. I wear only half of my clothing. In fact, most of my things are eithet new or have been worn once. I advertised on our local marketplace. A shop owner text me and is buying the whole lot today! This will help to clean out my closet and give me money for gas ect… till next payday in 2 weeks. I need to learn to love myself. I am worth a gamble free life. This cycle can’t continue for me.  It sucks the life out of me!!