that’s a good ideA. When I start saving again. Maybe i
wkll give my family
my
money to hold. I never want to feel this way again. I know once I make the money back. I can look back on this as an expensive lesson. I need to find the root and beat this before that though, or else the same thing will
happne again. That’s the scary part . Is this 18k feels like it was just 100$ .. it’s so weird I’m desensitized. Until I think of how much it really is and what’s I could have done with it. I lost my down payment for my place, vacation , i hear people talk about trips and buying
things , experiencing life, and here’s I am could have done so much, gave it to the govmt. Pissed it all away in hours. It’s devastatinf when I think of this. Sorry my typing is bad, I’m on
my phone. Thanks for listening. I can’t wait to go back
to ga this week, to start saving, and to live a gamble free life again. It’s funnt I was reading my posts above from before the new year, saying how I have been doing so well and so happy to have quit, then losing 2000 on New Years, I would have laughed if you told me fast forward to 4 months and I would lose everything in my name, again. Wow