Thanks Ig
I know exactly what you mean about that moment. The moment i say who cares and i just do it, nothing stops me then.
Im pretty emotional today. Im very overly sensitive and my emotions change from one minute to the next. I feel I’m really going crazy. Not going crazy. I am crazy.
Im dumbfounded by this addiction. I never thought something like this could ruin my life. I never would have believed it. I remember as a young girl dreaming what my life would be like when i was a woman. The years have passed and passed and passed. I feel like i am nothing. I feel like I am an insignificant invisible nothing. I didnt want to look in the mirror at myself. I looked with detest at my eyes. I felt pathetic. Thats how i feel today plain and simple
Day 2
Courage