thanks for your support
I.m speaking to my councillor in a couple of hours
I.ll know more then but I do know that what i.ve done already isn’t.t enough my partner is taking control of finances and hopefully she has the strength to give the support i need
I,m concerned about the emotional damage that I.ve caused to her and family and the shame guilt and failure I.ve now feel my self esteem is low and with the right support and strategies and tools I know I.ll be ok but it will be a tough long road and I want to be back stronger and in control
I can see that all the positive things I want , need and achieve out way the negatives I have caused .
I.m going to get through this what ever it takes
support and knowing I m not alone is very important
thank you