[butchugly]

I will be using safari. Luckily I am on nights for the next three days and will be sleeping monday and busy work schedule next week too. I am not sure when my friend will come to do the net nanny but I get paid next friday so as long is its before then… I do have the urge to win what I lost last night but I know that is illogical. And to be honest I feel like crap about myself right now..dont want to do that to myself agin.. hope it doesn’t take to long for me to feel good about myself again..as I felt 3 days ago..grrr