[I_Maverick]

Thanks for that Charles. Everyone tells me the same thing so there must be truth in it. I need to focus on what I need to do. I am overwhelmed by everything but I look at you and see how well you are coping. I think there is a part of me that just expects me to be able tot do it and my laziness/ depression is stopping me from doing the work needed to put everything into place. I think I am scared of sorting myself out, because that requires effort and thought and there is a part of me so used to this chaos that it wants to stay like this. I need to fight through this.

If you have any tips on how to structure life going forward, any good websites you have seen, I would love to hear them.

Thanks for takiong an interested, as always.