[Now-or-never]

Thanks for taking the time to read my post! Day 54 that’s fantastic, congratulations!! 

I’ve Just overcome my first hurdle, school dropoff next to the pub that opens at 8. Armed with money for groceries to pick up on the way home i always would pop in there and blow it (then be stuck there for hours on end chasing it back). Today I walked straight past (very very fast) and feeling great about it. Ive thought about getting myself barred from there, problem is where I live I have over 15 pubs in a 1km radius I can visit, I cant Even ***** if I expand it. Self will, belief in my self and as you said gaining back my self worth are my drivers and will be enough