[DanielL]

Thanks for checking up. I’m not foing so well. I wanted to trade today and I didn’t. If I had made the trade I wanted to make, I would have made thousands today. People are noticing my lack of focus and gloomy outlook at work. I went on a pornography binge to fuel my need for stimulation, which I don’t often do. I feel like things are just crumbling, and the person I used to be is gone. All I want is action now. I’m addicted to stimulation and excitement now, it seems.

Not sure how I’m going to deal with this. I guess I need to lower my expectations in life dramatically, and get some exercise to burn off all this anxiety.