Thanks for checking in on me, Vera. You are right, I do have a great life at home…WHEN I DON’T GAMBLE. I can’t believe after only 3 weeks, I am having thoughts of gambling. The time to stop them is now. I keep telling myself that this is it this time. this is when recovery sticks and I stick with my commitment not to gamble again. Luckily for me, I have been so busy since Florida. We had a family wedding last weekend on my husband’s side. So beautiful and so much fun! My hubby and I danced and danced and danced…not really with each other. lol He loves to dance with all the ladies, and I just assume dance by myself. It works out quite well! lol
I have 3 very good friends who are struggling with cancer, particularly this week. Surgery, chemo and radiation. I feel so bad for all of them, but it feels good to want to be present to help them out or even to just let them know I am thinking of them. Gambling made me such a bad friend. Today I can take the time to do something nice for my dear friends. Gambling won’t take that away from me…not today!
