My sore throat has the best of me today. I’m trying to rest and conserve my energy till this evening when I go to work. So, I’ve done more damage to my finances than I first thought. I paid my remaining bills in order of priority. The last 2 will be paid in less than 2 weeks when I get paid again. They will be late but paid. I have my Grandkids Christmas presents! Sadly, I don’t have the energy to work on my jewelry gifts right now. I feel sad, angry and mad at myself right now! This addiction has robbed me of so much: relationships, money, credit, self esteem, my dreams of traveling! I’m starting over! That’s all I can do. I have to handle my finances as I have no one to ask. Yes, I can ban from the last casino. Sometimes I feel so alone with this addiction. If it wasn’t for this site and everyone here, I would of just gone off the deep end. Today is a new day!
