Thanks for the support again, it’s been a very hard two weeks, moved in with two friends, realizing
How hard and expensive live is by myself now. Had to purchase a new bed – 3k. Went to birthday celebration with friend- 1k. Rent 550$. Food, about 300. Trying to
Enjoy life, while putting all this on my visa. I am looking for new job now, I owe about 10k on line of credit, maxed out. Owe 7k on visa. Have trip to visit my sister for a weekend, will cost about 500-100. I can’t stop living but I need to be smarter with finances. It just so hard, after losing 18k.. I wish I had realized how much I could have used that $ to pay for all
This stuff.. I know it’s going to come back once I get my
Job
Going and paycheques start coming In.. 4k a month can’t be debt free in 4-5months. That seems like
Nothing, I am 29. By 30 I can have savings again. I never want to go through this pain again, this addiction, this sickness. It killled me .. it took everything from me in 48 hours. But I know, I can rebuild as I am only 29. I need to beat this and never look back. This is day 15. It gets better as days go on, but I think about my loss everyday still, just my mental
State is a bit
More at ease. Man. I hate gambling so bad.
