thanks for your support and for being here for each other. I had the worst March of my life and hope to never go through all of that anytime soon. I was not myself and not a bit happy and mourning is very difficult. I said f… it and went for a night by myself to throw caution to the wind. And that is exactly what it was. I just don’t care kind of attitude took over and to hell with all of it won over. It wasn’t worth going and I just didn’t want any part of being responsible for just one time. Another life lesson learnt. I see that if I could have I would have gotten more money and stayed all night but thankfully no damage done due to tightly tied up ends. I stayed for 3 hours and went home. I will not be doing that again anytime soon. Rather relieved I was unable to waste my hard earned money. I will and must remain on my journey and I now feel confident that I can’t try to do this again even when I have had the hardest time of my life. I’m ready and steady now. FG
