Thanks Charles – I thought you had been booted and only entered the new members group to check my own connection .
I woke this morning feeling quite anxious and I know I have to stop staying up until early hours and expecting to feel refreshed.
I have been busy – cleaning is not my forte but now I am doing short bursts of up to fifteen minutes when I remember – already I am feeling surprised to walk into rooms and notice how much better they feel .
The other thing that really hit me this morning is how warm my house is – I feel appreciative that I could afford to buy oil late in January – that’s the greatest thing about stopping gambling – we appreciate the things others take for granted and take such joy from them.
I checked my bank account this morning and the oil fill out a huge dent in it – it reminded me I am still not emergency ready. One more large payment on a loan and I will be able to save that money from March . A little progress at a time I guess ..