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Thanks a million Geordie . I could have done with someone to talk to tonight , can’t talk this my dear dad as would stress him out and make him ill , and got no friends . But like I said I just need to convince myself that things will pan out OK . One day when I’m gambling free for a long time , days like this I will be able to cope with ,to be able to hold my head up high and be happy and proud of the person I am but until that day comes I will just have to do my best .