Pete has taken BAiley out and dont expect them back anytime soon. Emotions trapped in the body causes us to get unwell. I kind of know that but still don’t know how to release it except for crying or talking about it. I am always so level headed though when I talk about it. When my sponsor asks me how I feel when I talk about it, i.e. What I he written on a particular step, I just say it is what it is and feel,quite detached from it i.e. Mastery over an emotion. It is just all too confusing. I think you are right though. Get these ugly people off my back and I may or may not start to feel better. Getting the. off my back equals bankruptcy and that causes bigger problems for me. So I am totally screwed one way or the other. No magic wands and no easy solutions. No source of spiritual help,either. I have stopped praying as it is just pointless. God must be having a right laugh at us praying to him and all we get is nothing, absence, not even a sense of inner peace. It makes me so angry. Faith should never be blind faith cos that is stupid.
