Sorry it’s been a while. Things have been good for a few weeks. Thanks so much to those who have posted. Tonight he said he was going to a meeting but then I saw on his Facebook that his mate had checked him into a pub. He is strongly denying this has occurred and his mate checked him before he got there!!! The thing I am most bothered about is the lies again. It’s been a hot day and if he said he wasn’t going then I would have coped with that. Us brits need to make the most of the sun. But he insists he went and doesn’t know why his mate put that? Well I know I have never tagged someone in a pub who wasn’t with me! So again, I feel completely destroyed. I have supported him and wanted to believe him when he has said he is trying. If I stay with him, is this my life? The thing is, I don’t even think he has been gambling, just lieing about his intentions and commitment. How can I believe anything he says anymore. I don’t want this for my life, but I love him. He is still denying it and making me doubt myself..but I think I know the answer xx
