Day 8 gamble free. The debt is crippling me and I am downing beyond my means. I just cancelled my trip to miami next week. I just can’t afford it and I knew that, I had to do this. Miami will always be there, I can’t go deeper into a hole. Right now I’m busy with my personal training business, staying busy. I am going to attend a meeting tomorrow, I will take your advice and lower the like of credit every 1000$ I pay off. Smart idea. I will remain focused and remember gambling is no way to make money, I will always remember this feeling of dispair. It’s really hard. I’ve always had savings, I’ve always been able to travel, buy thing I like, eat out at restaurants. Take girls out for dates, have fun in the summer, and now I’m doing all of those things still.. not realizing that I am in debt. I am not being smart right now, but to be honest, I’d rather enjoy life than lose more to gambling. Money I can make back and I will eventually, but I need to budget better. Its hard going from being fibancially free to worrying
avout being able to afford things. I need to rewire my brain. I hope you are all doing well. I cannot wait to clear my debt. Around 13k right now.. manageable if I am smart I can pay it off within 3 months. Just need to focus. Thanks for the suppprt guys. 5 clients today … staying busy .. trying to smile through all the BS. Life must go on, life must be better eventually … time heals all. Love