[sam.sam]

Thank you very much Harry for being here and your supporting message. Reading your text I already feel better. It is true that I can learn from this mistake and plan the future more carefully. I have to learn to live in today, and for today. This is the problem I am facing. I am either in the past or worrying about future. Worrying what other people think and say. I need to follow your advice Harry. I need to make myself stronger by placing more barriers and finding some one I can trust to help me. I feel like I am talking to you right now, and do not like to end the conversation. But I feel If I do continue, I am just repeating myself. Let me Thank you again for value able advice and care . One day at a time, and I will progress. Sam