Thank you Vera , Geordie and Johnny .
When I am in the uk I am going to go to Morrisons .
90 days seems a long time when your mind is kind of made up but I will give it a go . 6 days gone.
I have been doing my secret trial Geordie and I like it .
A colleague of mine who was ousted in a hurtful way said the biggest regret he had looking back over his career was the amount of time spent at work.
At the end of the day each of us is just a number in a system – no matter how much we love our work or how fulfilling it is .
If we drop dead today someone will be in our place tomorrow .
Once we leave we are rarely mentioned past the first week or two.
Our families remember our input forever – they look back and laugh or cry over memories .
They remember how we made them feel forever .
My world just seems clearer now .
By the way I am not stepping down because have given up .
I am stepping down because I grasping. another dream that I never dared to dream.
90 days – the problem with that is sometimes when you have reached a decision you whole body and soul has moved oN.
You are no longer able to fulfil your function in that role because your mindset is too far away from
Where it needs to be .
Change is hard – but it is also exciting .
I have options now .
Day 27- a full month tomorrow (if it was February lol).
I will not gamble today.
I know I will not gamble again soon – the mind shift has been Catastrophic – nothing is the same – my whole world has shifted and I feel a little lost in it .