Thank you Vera for your kind words. A little piece of me died when my Husband died. I havd no choice but to go on. Sometimes it’s really hard. I miss so many things about him. But I feel him around me all the time. My Daughter and her boyfriend will be back today from their camping/hiking trip. My Grandson is doing well. Last night he had a little breakdown when he was telling me how hard it is to be in 2 arm casts. My heart broke. He is handling it well for being a child. He doesn’t complain or whin. I am just enjoying my alone time with him. He is so sweet, smart and beautiful. I am going home tomorrow. My Mom has a cardiologist appointment in the afternoon. We think that some of the wiring used to keep her breastbone together has come undonr. We need to find out whats going on and what can be done to fix it. No gambling urges for me. Keeping busy!