[i-did-it]

Thank you Vera.
I guess when we were young and had our lives ahead of us, we didn’t dream about giving as good as we get!
We didn’t dream about it because who would chose a living decades of their life battling constantly to avoid being crushed.

For me the battle is almost over – one way or another.
I have self-sacrificed for too many years and the manipulation no longer triggers my guilt.
I have little to feel guilty about – I spent some money . I worked hard my whole married life and yes I have have made mistakes. However the biggest mistake was choosing the wrong escape – I chose gambling when I should have just chosen me !!