Thank you Tania! I definitely have my guard up, which I absolutely hate! We are just taking it one day at a time.
Velvet, we are working on it. He is going to the meetings and getting back active in church. He still continues to give me receipts for what he spends and I have the only account.
I don’t know what to believe anymore! I feel so lost and like I don’t know who I am anymore! I hate constantly having my walls up! I lost my 19.5 year old Poodle on Tuesday and that just added to everything! I feel so down on life right now!
I want to be this optimistic person that says everything is going to be great, because I know words are powerful, but I feel like I just don’t have anything left!
I feel like so many things have happened and I keep being strong, being strong, being strong and I’m just tired! I don’t know what to do!