Thank you so much I have read all your posts at least three times that’s how much I enjoyed them.
You all are so amazingly right on how does CG behaves and thinks and what does and doesn’t bother him. You all have definitely convinced me to what I wasn’t sure about so thank you so much for that.
I know that my CG would let me do whatever I want as long as I take all my kids with me and leave him at home or sit with them in the other room so no one can disturb him. I think I’m not the only one that experienced this and many more. The more I read on this website the more I can see that not only me living in such a weird and pathetic situation. I can’t remember who’s thread was it but I read in it that the lady was sleeping with her purse and I couldn’t believe it but I did exactly the same.. Untill he started to search for it so now I keep my money in a place I very much doubt it he would find. Although he did discover some of them in the past. It’s obviously not a lot but enough to treat myself with something nice. As I’m not working i have to do so many daft things like that, throwing recipes away so he doesn’t know how much change I’ve got from shopping, taking sale label off so he thinks I paid full price and many many more simply and sadly because he does not provide spending money for me.
I know it’s easy to say I’m gonna now start thinking about myself and look after myself and kids but I am willing to start trying to do that otherwise I know I will become bigger blob than I am now:).
I hope to be able to come for chat on Tuesday. 🙂
