Thank you Sara, Monica and Micky for your posts .
Today I want to write about something that god n in my head . Despite not gambling I still think all the time about a windfall.
It is still the idea of the big win but it will come from somewhere else . I wonder could I have paid too much tax for my entire working life and perhaps a letter will land on my doorstep refunding it all .
Lots of similar scenarios circulate in my mind .
In truth I am lazy and I lack motivation- I could quite happily spend my entire life in bed !
If I had that windfall what would change for me? I’m not sure – would i order expensive take-away from bed
I always want the easy way through life- I need to lose so much weight but instead of getting up and moving I lie on the sofa eating chocolate and googling gastric band operations ! (They cost 4000-6000 by the way lol).
I think about going on holiday this year and instead of imagining great times by the beach and pool , I think about the effort in having to walk everywhere without my car.
Everything just seems like too much effort !
Need to force myself to move !