Thank you Nick and Kpat
Nick I totally get what you say about the lottery – I find slots so addictive but yet I cannot imagine getting any joy from cards or football bets- we all have our own poison .
I can’t see me ever getting addicted to the outcome of grown men running around a field with a ball! I cannot imagine anything more boring !
Kpat it is so nice to see you back . Hope we get to catch up in group .
So today is day 52 – I think this is my longest ever completely gamble free time . It has not been easy .
I find myself thinking that if I gambled just one more time – I can control it now , I have a system, I know how to get the big win and now I have developed the control to cash out … and then I remember I have an addiction and that is its voice I am hearing.
It’s hard to stay stopped -but between barriers and a little will power – I am getting there .