Thank you Micky for your post.
There is so much I want to write about today but those of you who have been following my thread will understand this is no longer possible for me .
So I guess all I can write is that the time has come to put myself first (well after my son because that’s what parenting is!) and make some life changing decisions .
I have been inspired by Monica, Sara and Laura today .
There are things that tie us to our lives and make us feel stuck – things like Permanent jobs and mortgages .
I am questioning could I survive if I just abandoned these ?.
Could I scale back my life and work less?
I need to make a lot of decisions- I need to understand that I deserve happiness as much as anyone .
Gambling didn’t steal my happiness – gambling masked my unhappiness .
So much I want to write but another “controller” has taken that from me !