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Thank you Micky and you are so right Geordie .
I can’t really write about it here but I have had one of really most terrible days I have ever had as a parent and I am posting tonight –
It is better that I am gamble free and can give my energy to this – it is not better that I have no distraction to focus on .

I wondered several times today if I was having a heart attack – or if stress can be so severe that it would catapult us into insanity .
My morning post is 12 hours late but here it is .
Day 13- almost two weeks .
I did my best today – hope it’s been good enough .