Thank you Laura , Jen and Vera.
Well done on your sales Vera – hope you bought something nice !
Yes Laura ,it is nice to wake up in a much more sparse room- I even got rid of excess pieces of furniture .
When I clear out I wonder why I kept the stuff for so long – I toss an item and I wonder why I didn’t get rid of it three years ago.
It is like stopping gambling – I am stopped now and I wonder why I couldn’t stop years ago ?
it is ten days until payday – the bank account healthy – that reality is sinking in cannot understand how I have spent so much gambling over the years – it seems so completely ridiculous.
i watched Louis thereux in Vegas last night – I was especially saddened by the man who lost maybe 300000 or more and pretended to smile through the pain – I was amazed at how they were sucked in by the VIP treatment – a real need to be the big shot!
Also I hadnt realised that the staff made them feel so unique and important – one lady , a retired doctor, described how the casino held a memorial for her husband and it didn’t cos ther a penny .
louis pointed out that she had spent 4 million on slot machines
in the past seven years !
it seemed so obvious to me that were all being totally deceived – why couldn’t I see this when it was happening to me ?
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