Thank you Laura and Monica .
There has been a huge change in my life – I cannot explain except to say that the compulsive eating slob who has taken residence on the sofa for most of the past decade is gone and been replaced by a motivated ” doer” who can take a piece of chocolate and enjoy it without scoffing half the shop.
So what has changed ? I have valued myself enough to buy myself a really expensive happy supplement -and although it made me very nauseous at first, I suddenly realised that I was off the sofa and turning my garden which could have starred in an episode of “hoarder next door” into a “beautiful tranquil space”- ok that’s maybe an exaggeration but I have achieved so much and am so motivated – it’s just not me ! Maybe I have been lacking b vitamins or something for years – I don’t know but I love this feeling of being like a normal person!
I guess if I hadn’t prioritised gambling I could always have had good supplements and my home and life would have been different.
Anyway – onwards and upwards!!
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