Thank you Laura .
I am thinking of moving home – to where Im from I was just earlier today imagining the life I would have – and then I read your post and it feels like a sign! I have no family near me and I miss having that extended family life. I have lots of friends but it’s different !
I signed up to Gamstop- after several attempts I actually managed to register -I honestly felt a sense of loss when my registration came through. Now a few hours later I feel a new sense of freedom . I feel I can do anything I put my mind to . The monkey is off my back !
I am going to keep my gambling blockers for now – you can’t be too safe .
So today kinda feels like the start of my life ! I know people celebrate anniversaries of their first GA meeting but this kinda feels like a landmark for me . 27th May 2018 . I am registered until 27/5/ 23. I wonder how life will have changed by then- will I be getting ready to retire ? Will I still be in a financial mess? In a strange way it had given me a date to work towards!