[WesternCanuck]

Thank you kpat for bumping that video up. It was sad, powerful and all too familiar. I watched it three times and sent it to some AA buddies.

For me the nugget is the ATM or Cashier in the Casino. Always running back for more money but feeling a little more deflated and wounded each time. If there were to be an after video, for me, I tend to render myself white again. Maybe I paint myself white trying to cover up my folly. I go along for a while pretending things are normal. I might even walk past a nugget or two. But eventually, I will succumb and it’s straight to black again, but quicker.

That’s how it has been but that’s not how it has to be.

Feeling a little more hopeful today.

Thank you all.