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Thank you for the nice words.I liked what Lily Nix said about saying it out loud.Tonight I did that.I went out for a drinks with some of my closest friends and I shared that I blew a lot of money playing casino recently.I didnt told them my whole story, but basically I explained how I felt and they got my point and it felt good.It felt good explaining people that I did some stupid things that I regret.Now I need to prove to myself that I do not want this anymore and this is not working for me.I had many entertaining times going to casino or playing online casino, but this stopped.So now I need to control my urges and I beleive I can do it.Good luck to you Sara and Lilly 🙂