I listened to everything that everyone of you posted! I haven’t gambled and the urges are a little less today! I really appreciate everyone’s support! I feel free to post my true feeling here as I don’t get judged. Instead, I receive support and helpful advice. In my world, every time I’ve reached out in person to anyone with my feelings, I’ve been referred to as a complainer or the subject of gossip which gets thrown in my face. I have only one, long time friend that I feel totally comfortable with telling her anything. She never repeats it or uses it against me and loves me unconditionally. So, it’s so refreshing to have support Here!
nI don’t understand why things are like this as I seem to be the person whom other’s confide in. I’m a good listener and not judgemental. I would never gossip or hold anything you’ve said against you. Just last week, my Sister came and spent the day and night with me. She’s having issues with her boyfriend. I listened but didn’t give my opinion. I don’t do that unless asked. It makes me sad that I can’t turn to others for comfort.
nI’ve planned a haircut for tommorow and a mani and pedi the next day. I need to practice more self care.
nSo, thanks again for your support! I need to learn that everything doesn’t need to be done today and that I’m not super woman.
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