[i-did-it]

Thank you everyone for your replies.

I think we are all agreed that honesty is not always the best policy. We live such a secret life when we gamble and face such judgement.

Despite my many faults , I feel a huge sense of duty towards my work and perhaps this is what has saved me from completely destroying my life. Of course this could also be something I gamble to escape.

I am onto day 3- this betfilter is helping so much. It gives me freedom that goes beyond counting days. Taking away the option to gamble has caused a huge reduction in urges .

That’s about it – feeling positive about the future.