[Stacey]

You don’t know what it means to me to have compassion and understanding, so again, I thank you for that.

Yes there are good times, I absolutely adore him and we are due to get married next year, it’s just when he’s bad, he is literally the last person I want to be around and when he’s nice, I forget the bad…sometimes he looks so lost and I remind myself that he isn’t the horrible person who spits and shouts, that’s what this awful addiction does to him and other times, I can’t see that anyone who says they loves me could treat me this way, it’s like living on a roller coaster, waking up each day wondering if today will be a good day or a bad day?

Stacey