Hi -did-it,
I have tried giving it up a couple times now over the last few months and those times have been where my wife and I have fought the most. The times when she was unaware of my gambling were the times when we seemed the happiest. Certainly happier than we are now. I have been telling myself if she just accepts it we can get back to being happy and can still have fun and make money for us. My goal isn’t too get rich. my hope is that I can have some fun and win a coupe hundred dollars a week to pay for all our day to day items we might need. Yes it is on my mind a lot but it was when i wasn’t gambling either. at least this way i feel i can be happy and win some money vs not gambling and being forever reminded that i have some problem that i cant control