I appreciate the kind words. I can’t help but think sometimes I am fighting an uphill fight… Even when you do things the right way, it still feels wrong at times. Money can still get tight, and for my wife, it flips a switch back to the bad times… I own the fact that I have to be overly transparent because of what I have done in the past, but I can’t help but feel a little self loathing…. As an adult, it sucks to have to explain everything that you do, even if there is no nafarious intent. I get moods every now and then, and in the past definitely would have gambled to “feel” better…only to make it worse…. I just want to get back to normal again, which unfortunately I realize won’t ever happen.
Im good, please don’t read into it any more than just a slight venting….All is good, and there are more good days than bad, but the damage is slow to repair itself!
Best of luck, stay strong
Johnny B