[LostLilo]

Thank you Laura, I appreciate your words.
I told my daughter today, she knew it had been bad in the past but she didn’t know I’d slid back again. She lives a few hours away and works in the industry as well. She’s been there too and managed to step away from her addiction. She’s disappointed in me, as am I, but trying to be supportive in believing I’ll do what I have to this time.
It’s hard to believe an addict. I know this from my own experience with others.
It’s hard to believe myself at times.

I’ll probably ramble here a lot. It seems to help me when I’m feeling down. Today, as I sit here trying to figure out how I’ll ever get out of the financial hole I’ve put myself in, today it’s what I need.