thank you all for your advice. A lot of good people here. No discrimination, no one to judge me here.
Ive been a good person all my life. Made a name for myself, even supported foundations and Charitable institutes. Helped a lot of people. But gambling. Changed all that. I lied, cheat and stole money and now am being judged as a low life good for nothing sob.friends & relatives wants nothing to do with me. Those i helped, i wish i dindnt helped them at all. I think There is no cure for CG exept when u ran out of resources to feed your addiction. But in the end, its already too late and your life is turned. Now i live a day at a time waiting to die. I pray every night to god to have a peaceful death. That one day i will not wake up & not knowing i died already. I feel its the only escape plan i have in dealing with the everyday cruelties of the person that ive become.. I cant even remember how to be normal. Am always afraid of my surrounding, afraid to be recognized and seen by then people i owe money.
ihavent been gambling for weeks now bec inhave said, thenonly way you can stop is if you have nothing left.
Let this be a lesson to gamblers who want to stop And still have a chance to walk away, dont be like me. Walk away. Stop.