[kin]

Dear diary

I didn’t understand why I should flee from temptation. Many times I have stay a little longer to see whether I can beat the temptation.

The truth was many times I have look hard at all my options in hard times and ended up in the wrong place, with the wrong people, doing the wrong things.

I cannot see this until now:

Man was not tempted in real life like Christ in the bible.
Man have the vulnerability to give in to sin because they have a sinful nature. Christ did not have the same vulnerability and a sinful nature.

This explain why I should flee away and not entertain those tempting thoughts.

I should not test myself.