I read your posts and could hear the despair in them. You have made an important first step by posting here and reaching out to others. I think most of us here understand the despair you describe. I would encourage you log on to the Live help line as I know for me that was my first step on my recovery journey. I am so proud of you for coming here and reaching out for support. It is not easy to admit that our life is in turmoil with gambling and that we have become this person we don’t recognize. You can do it Tara one day at a time!!! You deserve the life you want. Keep posting your thoughts and feelings as that helps so much.
