Sweet Pea would you have had as much gamble free time over the last 5 years if you had not been working recovery. You have achieved more than you know. You never give up and although you have had relapses you fight tooth and nail to get back into recovery. It is not easy to get back on the right track after we have gambled. It’s the worst possible thing to go through those urges and all you want to do is give in to them and gamble. You are an inspiration to so many of us so never give up trying. I hate this addiction and what it does to us. You will do it (((P))) one day at a time!!! Grab all the support you can and hold on tight!!!!
