(((Sweet Pea))) cyber hugs as I know you need them. It is so hard to pretend sometimes P!!! We feel so unhappy, sad, devastated, unworthy and the list goes on as to how we feel in the inside, and yet we put on this brave face to the outside world that everything is fine. It is so much easier to tell someone else that they are an awesome person than to say it to ourselves. I want you to repeat after me…Sweet Pea is a caring, smart, intelligent, lovable person. Yes, she is a compulsive gambler that does not mean that she is not a good person, who has a terrible disease/addiction. You are so worth working on and I have Faith that you will do this, and I for one am very proud of how far you have come. One day at a time, one hour, one minute, one second whatever it takes you will get there (((P)))
