[Lily Nix]

Day 5 today, I have surrendered, giving up the fight, getting out of the win/lose battle, stopping the chasing. The money I have lost is gone, and never will be won back, never!
I do not have control when I step foot in a casino, all reasoning is out the door and demon wins every time!

In my surrender, I will find my salvation

Love reading all the different threads/ posts on this site, we are different but the same in so many ways, it true makes me feel less alone.

Coming to site and posting often is part of my healing process…seven years is too long to live in the dark and cause myself massive pain, I deserve more, so do we all!!!