Only YOU can surrender Jrb
Recovery won’t force itself on you. It just shows us flashes of what it has to offer, odaat. It’s enticing. Its real. It is freely available, but it is not easy. You have to search for it and when you find it, reach out and grab it with two hands.
Take it or leave it.
Gambling , on the underhand shows us an easy option. It lulls us into a false hope. It’s illusionary.
After a certain point, we can’t “take it or leave it” Gambling takes possession of all we have and ever will have .
Money is the least of its demands.
It will never live up to its false promises ;It leaves us bereft of all that is good for us,
The most scary part Jrb is that false hope leads to despair.
You need some Power greater than your own to rescue you.
Time to go on your knees and ask for Mercy. Regardless of your beliefs.
Money is the root of all evil , especially for a CG. Stop borrowing no matter how the loans are disguised . They all have to be paid back.
