[lizbeth4]

Don’t know why but I’m having intense gambling thoughts today! I’m not acting upon them but it’s a uncomfortable feeling. I hate this feeling. URG!
I’ve cleaned, done laundry ect….anything to stay busy and deter my mind. Thoughts are still there!
Tomorrow my backyard trees are getting trimmed. I’m focusing on how wonderful it will look afterwards.
I’m sure my Granddaughter feeds off of my emotions as she has been quite wild today. Plus we were both bitten by mosquitos yesterday while walking to and from the mailbox. Hydrocortisone cream is helping with the itching.
Hoping the urges cease soon!