[astrofly21]

Wow – I strayed away in the worst possible way…
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nI did not recognize myself again – I thought i had control, but in reality – I dont. Its the worst possible way. I could feel myself being somebody different, and almost like a panic attack coming over me. But i still click bet, and i still put down and enormous amount of money. As i said, its not somebody i recognized.
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nLets start this Day 1 again, because this has to stop.